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The Nightmare (Depression)

from Surviving the Storms by Jean Pascal

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I will always despise
This sadness deep inside
To see if the sun will rise
I will have to survive

(It's now) that I'm trying break free,
from these thoughts that are trying to take me
(Down) And I need a light to guide me
when I'm walking through
(This Cloud) This pain, it binds me,
hurts so bad that it starts to blind me
(Now) I need someone to take my hand now

To the voice inside my mind
I won't let you take my life
To the lies that form within
I tell you you'll never win

I will always despise
This sadness deep inside
To see if the sun will rise
I will have to survive

I kinda need a pill to bring my heart rate down
I might need a hug to tell me I won't drown
I might need a friend to talk me off the edge
I'm might need an ear to listen as I vent

Please hear me
Please save me

This pain is all I know
This pain has made its home
I am all alone
I need a lot of hope

And I know
I never wanted to have to face
This darkness that is buried in me
I never wanted to have to look at death
Or lose all that was given me
I never wanna go through darkest clouds
Or fear all of its thunder and rain
I never wanted to be alone
With all that life has dealt to me

No Way
No way
No way

No Way (It's just a nightmare)
No Way (Which takes ages to wake from)
No way

Now looking back,
I see how far I've come
From the brink of death
To see the morning sun

I used to think that all was lost
And darkness won
And sorrow was all that's left
But if you hold on the sun will rise again

Yeah

Some days you might regress
But it's okay to be a mess
Just take it one step at a time

You'll be okay

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from Surviving the Storms, released April 15, 2023

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Jean Pascal Jacksonville, Florida

Jean Pascal is a Metal and Rock artist from Jacksonville, Florida. Proficient in guitar, bass, keys, he also known for his unique uses of multiple types of singing, screaming, growling and creating whatever voice he can think up to enhance a song. Besides being a great songwriter, he's also a published author. You can check out his website at www.JeanPascalCreative.com ... more

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